(This blog is dedicated to my dearest Mom, Siti Salbiah)

Hi it's me again.. I'm still sick and have yet to recover. I'm down with this irritating flu and my body feel very heaty and i have a lot of flam in my body. Ermm yesterday i didn't went to work too sick to even go to work. Yesterday was my mom birthday, she turned 47 already and i thank god for making her living till this day.

I want both my parents to live as long as god permit them to see all their children make it in their life. So that they can enjoy the success of their fruits of their labour, knowing that all their sacrifices all this years toiling day and night just to make sure they we got all the attetntion that a child need when they are growing up and even when they are grown up, the parent still worry about their their children because it's their nature. I don't blame them though because someday, i'm gona be a parent myself one day. So whatever my parent instil to me when i was kid, i'm gona do the same to my children.

Well, i'm naturally very close to my dearest mom. She has been the best companion in my entire 21years of my life, she has been the person that i look for comfort, the person that sometimes i fight (words and view that is not through the first aite!) , my confidante and also like my girlfriend that will never leave me. Haha!! Well, sometimes i wish i could be the perfect son for my parent especially that i'm the eldest of four children.

I don't want to burden my family anymore so now that i started working, i try to contribute as much as i can for the family. I want to take the responsibility in the house to take care of my siblings since my parent are ageing, its high time for me to start taking the role and be a more responsible person. I ought to have a shared responsibilty of my dad, i can't leave him to handle all the problem in the family because he's not getting younger anymore and his strength is not as tough as he was in his younger days.

Although i'm grown up, i make it a point never to put my family aside especially my dad. I still have some respect for him as he is still the headmaster of the house, every decision is still his. I'm just like an advisor to him if he's unsure but my dad has seen more and live much more longer than me and in particular has vast experience in life. Irony of things is that most of the time it's not he who seek my views but instead it's me who ask him for advise and views. Haha!

I wonder what my life would be without my parents and my siblings. I love all my siblings and i'm very concern about them, especially if a mishap happens to them. Well, im quite protective about my siblings and i could give everything up just for their well being. Dear brothers, I just want all of you to know that though sometimes i'm very harsh and likes to disturb all of you and you might think that i'm trying to poke my nose into your affair, i'm not! It's just that i care about all of you. I just want all of you to remember that my doors are always open for all of you if you ever encounter any problems and need someone to talk to. Though i might never show it, i do have your interest at my heart.

Well today, blog is a bit emotional as since a few days as our family just had a test from ALLAH S.W.T and we all pull through together as a family and i'm thankful for every single moment that we spent together as a whole and complete family. Thank you ALLAh as only you know the strength and weakness of a person and everything happen for a reason. It's because of this facts that maybe our family bond are strong again. Thank you once again ALLAH.

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