hell of a day..

Hahaha..its been a really long time since I been really tired and the fact I've totally enjoy myself and rediscovering myself..


First things first, I'm gona upload my shades,this the one that cost me my $292..hehe..nice right?



Secondly,review of the Ninja Assassin that I watched yesterday. The reasons why you should watch it;

1. It is so full of action(except the first few parts where it's a lot of talking and confusing parts and you might get lost if you never pay attention.)
   
   
2. Rain(Korean Singer) didn't disappoint in this movie and those bods are truly amazing..


3. The storyline a bit catchy but all the more its nice to watch.
   

So I kept my part of the bargain right so here are some of the things that I did for myself today.

Firstly, I went out to the IT show at Singapore Expo Hall 5 just to check the crazy sale that was going on in there. To be truthful if I wasn't strong on my will, I probably be buying almost everything in there and luckily due to budget constrains, I just bought a case to keep all my USB cable and also a wireless mouse. It just cost me $20 altogether.

Secondly, I met up with my old mate name Kinn. After so long and so many obstacles, I managed to meet her up.(hahaha!) I left the Singapore Expo and left with her to East Point Shopping Mall to get her stuff and mine. She bought herself a makeup item(which has like a shiny glittering heart shape or something that she's so happy about. Crazy fellow!) and few stuffs and as for me, I got myself a pair of addidas slippers and a Dunhill perfume.

From there on, it started to become a nightmare for her(poor Kinn!) as I decided to get a few more stuff like shoes,shorts,shirts and cap for myself and she took me to Tampines One or so I guess..the new shopping centre which I'm unfamiliarise with.

I get to buy a SKECHERS shoe at that shopping centre and I got a $10 discount voucher that I gave it to Kinn(see you didn't just follow me for free OK!You get a voucher just by following me..good right?).I gotten my bermudas,cap and shirt at Century Square Shopping Mall.

The finale of these crazy epic was that she treat me to THE COFFEE BEAN for some cold coffee and cakes. The chocolate cakes(were like euuuu!not nice) but the coffee was nice and thanks aite for the treat. (By the way, Kinn,sorry I left abruptly because I was going to J.B with my auntie and her family).

It was definitely a good day for me today as I was totally enjoying,splurging and pampering myself.Till we meet again everyone..tata..

late night out

Hey, I'm gonna make it real short..today nothing much actually only the fact that it's Hari Raya Haji. I spent the day visiting both my grandparents from my mom and dad.

I also manage to buy a new RayBan shades which cost me $292..but it's a money well spent because I really need those shades as my workplace is really really hot. I'm gonna put the picture on my next entry, I promise(really,I will). As to end the day today, I'm gona catch a late night movie title "Ninja Assasin" which star Rain(Korean Singer). I will write a review after I"ve seen the show aite..

Till then tata...

Nearing towards the end.

Its been more than 6 months since an entry has been made here. I am totally sorry in case should anyone been following my journey.

Firstly like always I'm still at the same workplace and a lot has ever since changes. I have a new partner(sort of) who is always sleepy and keeps on coming late to work. I also get to work with an old mate that is Peradi. He is someone you might call a "Seargeant Major". He has that looks which intimidate others and definitely scary to some if you don't know him well enough but in actual fact he is a very nice man and he teaches me a lot of stuff during work which sometimes I am not well versed at and also things which is I am an inexperience at. He's like a father figure to me because outside of work he also gave me a good advice.

Secondly, I have stopped Mechanical Engineering studies and I am going to apply for the Specialist Diploma in Workplace Safety & Health which is somewhat related to the job that I am doing right now. If I ever get to gain an admission in that course, I will definitely find a new job as I will have a better prospect in the near future. I am not being appreciated for the work I have done at all and nobody does seems to care or bother about what I have to say.

Being truthful to anyone reading this blog, I am feeling a little frustrated and down at the moment. I just wish for anyone or anybody to just come save me from this plight. I am definitely feeling empty in my life. I just broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years. I'm not frustrated at the fact of breaking up instead I felt relieved because I've just realised that after this years that I've been with her, I'm just forcing myself to be what she wants and not what I want. Enough of this lovey dovey affair but I'm just happy that I have been freed.

What really got me frustrated is sometimes I wonder what am I working for and what actually do I get for working. I'm just 23 years of age but it seems that I'm being loaded with a lot of responsibilities and it also doesn't help the fact that I'm the eldest of the 4. I really wish that I could be like the rest of the 23years old in the world but too bad I don't have the luxury.

All I ever see in this life is darkness. What I mean is that I go to work in the early hours of the morning when the sun has yet to rise and I go back home when the sunsets and where the night creeps in. I dread going home and I prefer staying out because all I ever get when I return from work is much more stressful and more saddening than my workplace. Everybody loves to go home but for me, I dread it because everytime I step into my house it will be dark and everybody is asleep. I would just shower and listen to my Ipod and doze off to sleep. I wish to be able to talk to my own family or maybe be like other family. But hell no! no one even bother and the food at home is totally disheartening. I sat and ponder why am I even contributing to the household if all I am ever going to get is only food which is only to my mum's or dad's liking.

Joy of earning own money is not what I feel everytime I look at my pay. It's all being controlled and I have to seek permission. I feel numb and just too fed up to think about my pay. I just wish that for just once in my life I can make the decision on my own and also be like any other 23 years old out there. I just a normal kid not a family man and I definitely do not want to hold too much responsibilities that I can hardly accomplished.

*Dear God, if you ever listen to what I have pray,make me strong to face this situation.